Just confuse

It's so hard being an artist, not that I am an artist yet, at least not a professional one, for example, to choose whether you wanted to be a fine art artist or a graphic designer, somehow it confuses the difference, you know, for a beginner.

Ugh, actually I don't even know what I am talking right now, it's just that when you decided you wanted to be an artist or at least using art to make a living instead of just a h0bby, suddenly all the things you have to know and all the things you have to choose in order to be successfull making you realised that it's certainly not as easy at it seemed.